I hope there are better way for me to describe this feelings. The feeling I have now, the deep sadness of selfish.
'All of the child in this world, dont deserve shed a tears' Dear my Friends.
I always think to die early than my mom,so that I will not facing the sadness of losing her. Even thought I always have different views with my mom,quarrel with her, keep argue and says harsh words. I really love my mom. She the best God ever give me. I love her. But after heard that phrase scripted for Park Wan, I feel a slap just across my face. A hit!
I realize how selfish I am. How I could I being a daughter that always angry with her mom, then when her mom has problem,sick or anything, that daughter cry over her mom? How could she ever deserve to cry for her own mom? How could I ever says that I want to let my mom feel the sadness of losing a daughter? How could I be so selfish?
That's must be great of me for being a selfish. And I think it was true that, a child does not deserve shed tears over her/his parents (mom&dad). How bad you are when they around, and when they gone, how could a child be so selfish and using tears to show how pathetic and empathetic they are towards their parents. That hypocrite.
Even if you hope for something to changes, nothing will. Because time is mean to consume. After you consume something,if never be the same, either you vomit it out, it never be the same. Because time is mean to consume.
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